Continued from Part 9

What can I do to be healed? First, stop depending on others to be healed, to be loved, to be cared. Nourish yourself.

There are karmas here in this world and that is why we are here. To get out of this circuit, those karmic connections have to be cleared. These karmas itself give you opportunity to work with the world so that you can learn, benefit, evolve, grow.

Benefit doesn’t mean snatch. Benefit means being fully conscious and aware that I am a conscious being, I have come here to complete myself and my entanglements in the world.

So wherever you are relating to the world, in the relation of give and take, make sure the process is complete. Give more than taking. If you only take, it adds on to the karma to pay back. Only taking is an indication that the cup is empty inside. Thus, one only grabs from the world.

Then the whole focus will be on what best I can get out of this world and nourish oneself to the fullest. There is no care about others, no thought of what can I give the world. It will be only on what can I get, what can I take.

When you also begin giving back, the circuit starts to get complete. That is called len-den (give and take). That is called Rhuna (karmic debt). This cannot be one-sided. There is always a give and take. It is always balancing itself. So completions of karma means balancing the process. What has been given has been taken. What has been taken has been given. If only it is one sided, it will create more imbalance.

Anything from anywhere when you take, you become indebted and have to come and give it back. You can’t escape that. That is how we are born, again and again. Re-births are life’s attempts to balance out. To make the balance sheet zero.

I am giving you my energy, my time, my wisdom. I charge for it. Free from karmic depth. You don’t have to be indebted to me. You pay for it. You exchange for it in whichever way. There is an exchange. If you become conscious, you can sense it.

When you are dealing in this world, something or the other is always exchanging. Make sure the give and take is proper. You would not know things precisely, where to take or where to give. That is why it is said to give as much as you can. The idea is that you make your equation such that you are indebted to receive but not to give.

Those who take from you, snatch from you, let them. They are helping you finish the balance debt. Just make sure you are not a snatcher but only a giver. Give as much as you can. Giving doesn’t just mean money or things. Give whatever life has gifted you with. Love, support, attention, care, help, money, material, food, encouragement, inspiration, hope, wisdom, skill, smile…. whatever you are capable of.

Don’t underestimate your giving, however small it may look. Your hope or words of encouragement might be life-saving to someone. Your smile might make up somebody’s day or bring a shift. Something might change in that person. Maybe he or she is in a doom. You never know. But it needs to be done without calculations. Just a natural spontaneous effortless giving, and moving on. It is important to move on than lingering around with every giving to check it’s return or its impact.

Become aware and you will notice that everything in this world is an exchange. Never take anything for free from anywhere. Nothing is free in this world, though it may look free. It is simply some give and take in progress.

You might say breath is free. No, my dear. That breath is what you are borrowing from the plants and trees. In return, you are also giving carbon dioxide in order to earn that oxygen. Breath also is not free. There is an exchange going on. Everything is in exchange here.

So if that exchange is not complete, the karma debt also is not complete. Your enemies backbite you, gossip against you, do things behind you, create troubles for you, give them back your prayers. Don’t do that in front of them (laughter) or you will be taken for granted and abused. Then you will have to come back to give it back to them (laughter). You don’t have to go in front of them and pray, but it from inside bless them. From outside deal in whatever way you need to deal, but inside you know the karmic play. Let go and move on for they have taken their share.

Without reason they are not doing wrong to you. You must have done something, some lifetime, something. Let them finish that. I do not mean to get abused. I simply am telling you will not remain stuck in brooding. You will be able to move on from it.

You can pause and become aware and observe who are your triggers. If somethings stirs within, positive or negative, then that is an indication there are debts with them.  We will continue do all that in these 5 days, continuously. Become conscious, remain aware and use your light of awareness to heal, release.

Mind is where all those transactions are. We will get into subjective awareness, activate that power within that we always do. Then shining in that powerful subjective awareness, shine on your mind, on your koshas. Brighten. Illuminate. Heal. Release. Wish the best. You can do this only in deep awareness, where you are at your purest Self.

It is difficult to just sit and do with the mind. Sitting and thinking, that I will forgive, I will release. You cannot do it from the mind. You have to shift first. Shifting into awareness. Now, this is where your practice will bring results. All these practices of shifting and deepening awareness will now come handy. Hence practice deeply. These are your tools to do the work you came to do.

This way you need not confront anyone. It is all private inner work. Always wish the best. Give grace to all. All internally. Not a word to be uttered outside. What you do will never be known, and better it not be known to anybody. It is an internal work. Because karmic is all internal.

I told you yesterday, karana sharira (causal body). You are purifying your karana sharira with all this. Pure intention towards everybody. Pure intentions only can clean karana sharira. There is no other way to clean it. Impure intentions creates impurities in the karana sharira.

That later becomes your karmic problems. It is because of causal body we are born with certain blueprint. Causal means cause. The cause of your birth. Cause of your episodes of life. That is why Nithyananda says, “Shudh bhavana” (pure intent). So good intent for everybody. Even your enemies. Somebody wishes bad for you, wish good for them. You will finish karma. Like this you will start healing those karmic ties.

You retaliate in the same coin, you are going to get more. Karmic dramas will continue. And we don’t want that. So in healing, forgiving, accepting, sending grace to others, you are actually cleaning your karmic debts with them. So it doesn’t matter who loves you, who doesn’t love you, who hates you, who criticizes you, who does this or that.

You don’t have to demonstrate all this. Only internally. Externally, it may create more troubles. You might eagerly go and try to love your abusers and get a slap and come back. Those who are bent on causing problems to you may not reciprocate when you do good to them even when they are doing wrong. There is no guarantee that your doing good will change them. Don’t do anything externally. In fact, externally you can continue dealing it externally the way you were. To live in this world, to deal with it, a certain knack is needed. The world doesn’t understand all this stuff, because ignorance is high. They are all living in the automatic mode, run by their karmas and its consequences.

Internal work is better. Maybe it will protect you also. It will keep people at bay. You act to be irritated. You act to be not interested. You act to be detached. But internally release. Pray for them. Wish the good for them. Not for them, but for you. So that you may finish off stuff with them.

Pause everything for a moment and then heal. Pause button means shift from the mind.  When you shift from the mind to awareness, the mind becomes paused. Heal from there. From awareness, shine upon everything. Bless everything. Then when you are in the mind, the drama continues. You are playing the game, in awareness. You see what from a detached level that noone can see. This is called pure intention. Dramas unfolding and you playing that drama, but internally you are detached from it all. Intention is pure – the intention for the best outcome, for the highest good.

Even if you are not in good terms with somebody, internally you don’t have anything bad for them, but externally you simply doing what needs to be done. Sometimes distance may be needed. But in that distance, that distance gives you space to heal. Take that as an opportunity. Whatever is appropriate, the external doesn’t matter. That shift into awareness is the field where the war is not happening.

Gradually, you will start seeing changes, you will see releases and clearances happening in the external also. Things distance itself in the outside as it finishes its karmic debts with you. Stories end, relationships ends, situations end, circumstances change, scenarios change, shifts happen, locations may change, environments may change, jobs may change, careers may end. After all it has all to end sometime or the other right? Balance sheets have to become zero, right? Clearing debts, makes one more and more free. Free from all the false dramas of life, of all the falseness itself. Life is freeing you to experience that which you really are – the Self.

…. to be continued

|| Excerpts from Jake Light’s TALKS ON AWARENESS From the Healing Series
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